WHY?REALLY WHY?

Living in a big city like kolkata has some Bright side and Dark side too.


Ya i mostly agree with the gooder one such as easy availability of every thing but cant deny that some peace essential for the mind is also not being served in my plate.



I need time and space to concentrate but i cant find one.Ya it might be the wacky neighbours i hav got but still i think the problem is inside of me "my innerself's".
The daily commution to my working place had had a n effect in my mind and its growing rapidly,being the fact of the people living under the "shanty bridges in khidderpore" or"the girl near the bus stop" who keep asking for alms but without getting one anyday vanished into desolation one day.Why?i really mean Why?
I know the answer i was wondering was seached by a even being by an immense being too but couldnt get,so there is no question of mine.But still why?why?cant be there be an equality/why cant a being choose his own destiny?Is the pleasures only for certain people.Thoughts dissapear.But THE QUESTION never dies..............................................